Sorry this post has been a week coming but it’s been a hellish week from finally a small Triumph to the feeling of being punched in the gut!!
Monday night at work l finally overcome the feeling my anxiety has been feeding for a while and realised that there was nothing I could do about it so stop worrying myself sick and go with the flow. For about 12 hours I was in the happy zone that I haven’t been in for ages.
Tuesday lunchtime my world gets a bit on a sucker punch in the form of my job title being axed and the uncertainty of what the future holds for my job and for my future work plans.
Do I step up to the mark and finally achieve something that has always been a dream of mine to be a manager that I know I can be or step down to do the regular job without putting that extra mile in whilst fighting the urge to do what I do best, helping out?